humbled

Being able to see other people’s faults easily without ever noticing my own is not just an indication of hypocrisy. It can be a wake up call that the problem is a struggling relationship may be me. Perhaps it’s my attitude that needs to change. Or I’m the one who needs to apologize. Maybe I’m the person who needs a humble spirit.

Thank you Lord for speaking to me. =)

Thank You Jesus for saving me :)

it's been such a long time since i last took a long bus ride alone. today's long bus ride alone was good. good because it kinda slowed the pace of my life down, gave me time to ponder and reflect.

gave me time to say "Thank YOU, LORD. Thank You for saving me. Thank you for giving me life. and Thank You for Your amazing grace."

Life's been pretty hectic. in fact, it was too fast for my body to be able to "catch up", that i fell sick. i wasnt as focused as i was the past few years, good friday. it was kinda like a public holiday for me. (i had dance item on good friday the past 4years and hence that really kept me very close to God) but yes i still did thank God for what He's done and all but i didnt really mean, mean what i said i guess. it was more like a "oh yes, it's good friday, so better say thank you Jesus" kinda thing. but during the bus ride today, i said my heartfelt thanks to my Lord and Saviour.

You died, that i may live again. THANK YOU, LORD JESUS =)

Humbled by Your amazing grace :)

"Bit by bit,

Step by step.

Eugenia, give me your hand"

followed by Psalm 32:1

those words, so clear.
thank you Lord.
i'm awed, once again. :)

Everyday every night, I tell of Your goodness and mercy.

Tell the world, how You rescued me. :)

teach me to forgive :)

hurt. angry. was.

Lord, u know, as i felt the hurt earlier on, you came to my mind. it simply amazes me how you will (says in your word, 1 John 1:9) forgive just as we confess our wrong doings. i just couldnt bring myself to forgive a brother earlier on, the minute he said sorry, although i really wanted to. my mind just didnt agree with my heart.

Lord, teach me. teach me how You are so forgiving. that even though i may do wrong things time and again, upset you time and again, you are still so faithful. that you see my sins no more and love me just as much. teach me Lord to be forgiving. help me see that if you can forgive those who hurt you so willingly, i should forgive them even more willingly/readily because whatever they've done to me, cannot be compared to how they have hurt you.

thank you Lord for your grace so great and your love so deep........for me.

in Jesus Name, Amen. =)


this Love, this Grace, is for YOU too. yes, YOU. the one who's reading this entry now. all you need is to accept Jesus as your Lord and Saviour. :)

In Christ alone,

i place my trust.

and find my glory

in the Power of the Cross.

Agape Love

Many a times we love because we know that the party we love (be it our family or friends), will reciprocate. and that's why we love. i mean, how many of us will go up to a stranger and buy him/her a meal without any reason? but most of us do treat our friends and loved ones to meals. why? because we love them.

It's amazing how God opened my eyes to see that His love for me is unconditional. i mean, i do know that His love is unconditional, but just tonight, He made it real to me.

Was struggling with certain thoughts while walking back to my hostel when God nudged me in my heart telling me to love.....to love unconditionally. God knows everything. i mean, if He doesnt, He wouldnt be God then. God knows how you'll respond to Him when He loves you. He even know how you'll react before you can react. He knows if you'll accept His love He has for you, or deny His love, which He poured out so freely unto you. He knows. but yet, He choose to give it to you regardless of your respond. Romans 5:8 tells us that "But God demonstrate His own love for us in this: While we were STILL sinners, Christ died for us".

Yes, Jesus died for YOU that YOU may live again. yea....YOU :)

Lord, it's amazing how u love me so unconditionally. thank you also for giving me the free will to choose how i want to respond to you. Lord, thank you for opening my eyes, to show me that i've very much been loving conditionally. doing things for people, hoping for people to do the same for me. teach me Lord, to love unconditionally. this i lift it up to You. change me, mould me. thank you Lord. in Jesus name, amen.

BEHOLD, IT IS I :)

So so so amazing how You spoke to me. i was so blown away when i saw this verse. thank You for the reassurance, Lord :)

Therefore My people shall know My name;

Therefore they shall know in that day

That I am He who speaks:

‘Behold, it is I.’

-Isaiah 52: 6-

Ask me about it and i'm more than willing to share with anyone who asks, how God gave me this verse :)

Holding on to Your Promises.

"Did i not tell you that if you believed, you would see the glory of God?" -John 11:40

it's just so amazing how God brought me to this verse and how he reassured me through a friend after that.

Father, honestly, sometimes i dont know how to believe when there seems to be no light. but i cry out to you Lord, "pls help my disbelief". i thank You for all the marvelous people you placed in my life to make this world a more beautiful place. in Jesus name, Amen.

holding on to You and Your promises.